Saturday, January 15, 2011

La femme hippie francaise

This piece was to write a portrait of someone who had a big impact on your life. I picked my high school professor, Madame Nurisso.

Sa présence remplissait la classe quand elle entrait chaque jour. Sa jupe longue oscillait et les colliers multiples pendant à son cou résonnaient avec chaque pas. Une voix nasale aiguë pénétrait le bavardage des adolescents. Silence. En étudiant les visages naïfs, ses yeux vert vif, ronds et brillants comme des billes, s’élançaient tout autour. En français, elle aboyait la leçon du jour. Les étudiants se mettaient immédiatement à faire leurs devoirs. La femme costaude restait assise derrière son bureau en regardant les jeunes avec les yeux perçants qui ressemblaient à ceux d’un faucon. Ses lunettes se perchaient sur le bout de son bec. Les cheveux roux, qui encadraient son visage potelé, lui donnaient un air contraire à personne d’autre que je connaisse.

Voilà, un jour typique dans la classe de Mme. Annick Nurisso, ma deuxième prof de français. Je n’oublierai jamais la première fois que je l’ai vue. Elle s’est entrée dans ma classe et a parlé avec le prof. En sortant, j’ai attiré son attention. Elle clignait de l’œil et souriait effrontément. « Très bizarre, cette femme hippie ! » j’ai pensé. Plus tard, j’ai découvert que son idiosyncrasie l’a définie. Elle s’exsudait une certaine arrogance dans son travail et respirait de bonheur. En bref, elle incarnait l’esprit de hippie avec la joie de vivre.

Une femme qui ne tolérait pas de non-sens, elle n’hésitait jamais à réprimander les contrevenants réglés. Ses gronderies, lacées avec sarcasme, offensaient nombreux lycéens. Mais pas moi. Je les aimais. Une autre facette que Mme. Nurisso possédait, c’est qu’elle affichait ouvertement sa fierté pour tous les éléments de la vie en France. Les murs de sa salle de classe servaient aussi d’une toile pour un collage de culture français. Les peintures murales d’une gigantesque carte de France, les trois mousquetaires, Marie-Antoinette, un croissant, et bien sûr, La Tour Eiffel, couvraient chaque centimètre. Elle a surnommé sa salle de classe « La Bastille », et son petit chien avec les yeux écarquillés « Napoléon ». Ses élèves n’ont pas été épargnés non plus. Moi, je suis devenue Hélène. Jamais je n'ai vu une telle femme ostentatoire, mais je n’ai jamais connu personne qui aimait plus son héritage plus que Mme. Nurisso. Deux ans ont passé depuis que je l’ai vue. Nous nous parlons encore parfois. Elle continue d’enseigner, et je suis sûre que partout où elle va, elle reste la même, créant une émeute et étant aussi sonore et odieuse que jamais.

Grade: A+ for creativity, A++ for grammar.

Comments: Wow! C'est vraiment un travail astucieux-- impeccablement écrit!


Le cri de la mer

-I had a FRH 303 class, which was an advanced grammar course and here are some of the compositions I wrote for it. This short essay was for us to utilize imagery and poetic writing.

Assis bas dans le ciel, le soleil a renoncé son pouvoir à la nuit qui approchait avec son armée de noirceur. Le ciel a été coloré des rayons du soleil diminuant. Comme si au ralenti, la toile orange foncé joignait avec la mer bleue qui murmurait de même que des moines dans une église. En se reposant tranquillement dans l’eau, les bateaux des pêcheurs qui sont rentrés chez eux pour le jour, ont attendu que le lendemain arrive. À la plage, les vagues qui quittaient un sentier blanc qui ressemblait à la neige, glissaient sans bruit. La brise de la mer tirait sur des cocotiers et Hélène regardait les feuilles balancer sans vie. A part les chants tristes des grands corbeaux, le silence a chuchoté envers elle.

La nuit couvrait le ciel avec les couleurs de cendres. La brise a changé en vent. En colère, il hurlait et sifflait violemment. Hélène sentait la rage du vent qui criait dans son oreille. Pas plus calme, la mer évoluait. Elle s’est transformée et est devenue agitée. Les vagues s’écrasaient sur le sable. Lentement, la lumière a disparu à l’horizon et l’obscurité prenait le relevé du ciel. Avec les yeux fermés, Hélène écoutait le silence bruyant. Le flux de ses émotions, trop accablantes, a franchit ses barrières.

Les larmes coulaient du ciel et Hélène ne pouvait pas distingué si la moiteur sur son visage provenait du ciel ou de ses yeux. Qu’importe ? Son amant a été perdu dans une place où elle ne pouvait pas suivre. Un brouillard mélancolique a enveloppé la plage. Aujourd’hui, il s’est assis sur ses épaules. Son cœur brisé, lourd avec tristesse, souffrance et solitude, larmoyait doucement. Hélène pataugeait dans l’eau, en l’étreinte de la mer. Le sable, lisse sur ses pieds, l’a accueilli. Ne voyant pas en arrière, elle a risqué plus profondément. Alors, elle flottait, flottait sans souci pareille au lotus blanc dans un étang. La peur ne pouvait pas pénétrer son corps. Elle avait déjà souffert le pire. Sans regrets, Hélène a permis à la mer de la caressait. Peut être la mer l’emmènera-t-elle à un lieu où son angoisse pourra se dissiper.

Grade:A+ for creativity, A- for grammar

Friday, January 14, 2011

Change

Nothing endures but change.
-Heraclitus, Greek philosopher

There is always so much going on in our lives at once that we tend to ignore the anomalies that are occurring. In our haste, we forget to stop to think about what is causing that disruption in the cycle of normality. When we do realize that something is different, we then have to decide whether we want to reject or accept this change.

People change. This, I accept. Friends make new friends. Friends change their behaviors. Friends no longer want the same things as you do. All this, I accept. For it's the nature of life -- Evolution happens. Unfortunately, natural selection is not so prevalent here in the mess of behaviors and morality. We tend to make decisions that will benefit us in the present which might not necessarily stay the same in the future. Priorities go askew and get warped. And suddenly you're become a non-entity in their lives.

What to do, what to do?

NanaBanana has a bitter taste in her mouth.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Cards

I absolutely LOVE making cards. I have no idea why. But it probably has something to do with the fact that everyone loves getting cards what more home-made cards. I guess I pride myself in giving that joy to people.

SO. here are some cards I had made over break. I made a crap ton of "Thank you"/"Happy New Year" cards but I don't have them on my camera. They are on my phone. If I feel like it, I might actually put them up here. But hopefully they will be on Facebook.. eventually



I drew this for fun. =D Hedgehogs are adorable


A "Best Wishes" card for Phil, my supervisor


A "Best Wishes" card for my first ever manager, Shane.

Like em, hate em? Tell me!!

On another note, Spring 2011 Semester starts tomorrow!

NanaBanana. Out.

Monday, January 3, 2011

New Year, Same Old

So . I was just reading past blogs. Um. It has been a while since I have blogged.

since I'm aspiring to be a writer of some sort, I'm going to make it a point to actively blog at least ONCE a week. Hopefully it will help me create my own style and voice and all those things that good writers are supposed to have.

Well summary of the past year.

Um. Nothing much actually.. Other than me somewhat struggling with school just a tad. I don't remember Freshman year being so hard. So either I got stupider, or my classes just got harder and more demanding. I prefer to believe the latter.

and looking for jobs is HARD. Selling all your qualities without being obnoxious is definitely a skill.

I learn that people change, no matter how much they say they don't , they do. The person who you think you befriended is no longer the person you know. sometimes I think it's sad when people change. But sometimes it's good. especially if you ameliorate yourself. The world changes. there shouldn't be any reason not to change with it. It's called adaptation, survival of the fittest.

So would I say I have changed? oh definitely.

I find that I have grown up a lot since my Malaysian days. I definitely have learned to be more accepting of people. Just because they are not like me doesn't mean they're wrong. Different is just.. well, different. Furthermore, I think i have grown to be a little bit more open-minded. Okay scratch that. Let's make it MORE open-minded. I have learned that in life, some things don't matter. like the colour of your skin. or how much your family makes. Or where you're from. Really all the matter is how much you love yourself and others and what you make with that love. CLICHE i know. OVERUSED also but WHATEVER. It's true. Love is universal. Love knows no boundaries. -VERY overloaded with cheesiness but like i said.. so true-

maybe cheesiness is what all of us need. ;)

I realize that I miss my family less and less.. which BEFORE ANY OF YOU SAY ANYTHING. is good in a way. I love my family. (yes Jie and babe, even you) but missing someone or something is just so hard. especially when you know that you can't do anything about it. the distance is an obstacle. but my daddy BBMs me a lot (BLACKBERRY MESSENGER duh) and my sisters are always reachable. and mommy is just a telephone call away. Technology, I thank you.

I'm growing up. I notice more and more people are getting engaged. and soon. i will fall into that age group. And then the unfortunate stigma associated with it. GAH. Marriage. PSHAW. haha
People tell me I will get married but ... I can't see myself or the poor guy.. haha but we will see.. i'm not rejecting the idea of marriage. heck it's a tried and tested method. Obviously it works. but we'll see if it works for me.

I'm not out of stuff to say but I don't want to drag this out.

I realize my posts are pretty.. chunky. and jumpy.. but let's just say it's a poor mimicry of the "stream of consciousness" writing.. haha

Nanabanana. Out.


Thursday, July 8, 2010

The Pianist

Lately I have been having ambitions of being a pianist.

Music has that ability to transcend culture, languages, beliefs. And to be able to unite the divided, that is just an amazing thing in itself.

This may just be a phase but I really have always loved music.

Not so much practicing the piano. Not so much the cold sweat I would get riding up the elevator to my piano teacher's condo. Not so much the sarcastic remarks and the scoldings from the MEAN lady. Not so much the feeling of guilt after not practicing, getting chastised and then getting money from mom to pay the fees. And ultimately, not so much the lack of confidence that my piano teacher had in me, saying that I would never pass my grade 5 music theory exam. Well I sure showed her.

But in a way, her strictness has brought me to where I stand (skill-wise, which isn't very high) and I have to thank her for that. Maybe all the negativity has brought some positivity into my life afterall.

Yesterday, I heard Max telling someone at work that I "play the best piano he's ever heard" Granted he probably hasn't had many people play the piano around him but that just made me feel really good about myself. My friends are constantly telling me that I am a great piano player. I play very well..

Yes I play well. I am a solid piano player. But by no means am I where I would like to be. then again, who is? But I will prevail.

When school starts, countless trips to the UNCW Fisher Student Center! I'll make everyone's ears bleed. I will practice til my fingers are sore, and MAYBE.. just maybe, I'll be able to get to where I want to..

NanaBanana and Pianos. Hmm...

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Girl, I'm not hatin' on you

I just read a blogpost that made my insides curl and churn with disgust. If I wasn't wary of my generation before, well.. thanks to this blogpost, I am now.

Basically, the gist of this "post" was about why girls should wear make-up. I'm not saying the existence of make-up should be obliterated. That's not what I'm saying at all. I'm actually all for make-up. Just not the kind that this girl wears.

This blogger rants about how 'ugly' girls have an obligation to society(and her apparently.. who does she think she is anyway) to look presentable when they go out. Of course she did not said this so eloquently in her broken Manglish, and my paraphrasing actually makes her sound like she HAS a brain (and a legitimate argument). She also claims that

"So what if they dont have natural good features when they are born, are they suppose to continue looking like shit for the rest of their life and let all beautiful girls take all the advantages( of guys and basically anything in life) and live happily ever after? NO! We should at least make the fullest out of ourselves. Put all our best quality out and hide all our weakness"

I like how she says "we". at least she sedar diri/self-aware. And she says "For all the female hate post, i could only said that you guys are only jeolous because YOU ARE NOT AS F*****G (expletive deleted for young readers) HOT AS THEM AND SECRETLY YOU WANT TO BE LIKE THEM . Dont say you dont want to be hot because that would be aganinst mother nature."

First of all, HONEY, it's 'JEALOUS' not jeo..whatever you spelt it as. I'm sorry but I don't think everyone is so obsessed with looking like a taiwanese-drama-wannabe-actres gone bad. Coz that's what SHE looks like. In my opini0n anyway.

I'm not hatin', I'm just sayin'. Real Talk.

I am a make up user.. And I'm sure 70% of the female population uses make up too. I think make up is great to cover up flaws that you don't want others to see. However, when you use make up to look like something you are not, girl, I think you have some SERIOUS self-esteem issues. I agree that people want to look their best. But as cliche as it sounds, looks aren't everything. Not every one is blessed with beautiful genes, (great another point for you) but if you make do with what you have, and add a little extra to your ordinary, you'll be extraordinary.

Work hard, be kind, don't hate, be happy. Why rely on make up to make you something you are not? Now this is something that really confuses me. WHY USE TINTED CONTACTS THAT MAKE YOU LOOK LIKE AN AVATAR? wait. not an avatar.. AN ALIEN FROM ANOTHER PLANET THAT HASNT BEEN DISCOVERED!?? C'mon you're ASIAN.. how unnatural do you want to look?? fine.. grey is attractive and somewhat mysterious.. BUT GREEN!? GREEN!! REALLY? It's not in our genetics to have GREEN EYES GOSH DARN IT. but then again.. you wouldn't know would you..

Ugh.. I thought the whole purpose of make up was to ENHANCE your beauty.. not make a person look like a mutant-human-imp. But what do I know about ugly, I guess I'm just one of those girls born with exceptional good looks and don't know what "ugly" girls are going through..

Not.

One more thing I need to get out. Girl, you are VAIN! There's a picture of you.. wait make that SEVERAL pictures of you in NEARLY EVERY POST. with captions that say "OO i'm hot, I'm Sexyyy" I have no problem with people knowing that they are good looking. BUt it gets old when the person themself says it over and over and OVER again.

Before I go, if anyone who reads my blog (if any lol) want the link to this person's blog, I will give it to you. I'm not going to post a link coz I don't want to start a blog war. I'm not one to tarnish another's reputation. Lastly, I HOPE YOU GROW SOME SELF-ESTEEM.

Like I said earlier, I'm not hatin', I'm just sayin'.

NanaBanana has ran out of rants.