The Blues

For some really odd reason, I am feeling a little forlorn..

Contributing factors to my morose-ness

~Time is running out. I have 2 more weeks with my family/friends/Floss and I'll be heading back to the Land of Opportunity.. y..i...p..p......e....e....e..

~I guess I have to remind myself that the world does not revolve around me and things/people change even though you are standing still.. It's hard to accept that people have moved on and you have not.

~Weight gain.. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD PEOPLE.. leave me alone.. lemme try send you overseas and see if you gain weight anot.. AND if you are like my eldest sister.. who lost weight.. shut up and stop SHOVING IT IN MY FACE! my self-esteem cannot take it anymoree laaaaaaa!

~I have NO idea what to do with my education.. "What are you going to major in?" is a HUGE question that I have no answer to.. Journalism.. Education.. Choral Music.. Foreign Languages.. If only I knew the answer to that question.. bah!

~fear of the unknown.. COLLEGE! This is such a daunting thought.. To think that I will finally be studying in a higher institution that is going to mould my future.. i think it's a leeeetlee.. intimidating..

~Financial woes.. I HATE exchange rates..and I HATE that colleges in US are so business-oriented and I HATE that my dad has to work so hard to help put my sisters and I through college..

~the most tiresome Cbox WOULD NOT APPEAR NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TWEAK THE DAMN HTML.. Bugger..


NaNaBaNaNa is Singing the Blues..