At the Computer Lab in School

I so have not been blogggin for a freakin long time.. first things first.. I Am GOIN TO US!!!!

For real.. to study high school.. and i m going in May.. like EARLY may... MAY 4TH... damn right... i m so gonna miss the whole Malaysian Life thing... god... especially my family,friends, my darlin puppy dog and THE FOOD... how am i gonna leave without MALAYSIAN FOOD? its all gonna be life about burgers fries and all... think abt all the calories i ll be takin in..

seriously i m a lil psyched about the whole thing.. but i am scared... KINDA... so here s a list of stuff i m psyched about..

Fears

1. My dog will get depressed when i m gone.
2. i will get too homesick and die
3. i ll get a boil on my freakin ass from sittin on the plane sit for too long.
4. i wont like US and i ll hate everything
5. my foster family doesnt like me
6. i will have so much fast food to eat i ll get fat.. or rather BLOAT up like a fat pig..
7. i wont have any friends
8. vicious B*tches in school will kinda bully me
9. i wont be able to access the internet...
10. NO BLEACH... WORST OF ALL!!! not worst but kinda sorta...
11. I ll forget my Bahasa Melayu..
12. I ll become an air head bimbo (highly unlikely but STILL)
13. I ll have to self study.. no tuition

This list will be edited... lolx.. i ll keep addin to it

PSYCHED

1. its not malaysia... meaning.. ITS NOT MALAYSIA...
2. its a chance to start from scratch.. (not that its a good thing but anyway.. i m sure you get me)
3. The stuff there (SOME) are cheap... ( i m livin in denial)
4. different environment...
5. different mindset of the peeps..
6. i dont really have to do so much tuition as i m doin now..

Just look at the list.. THAT too will be editted or added on.. but i cant think of more reasons why I am psyched to go to.. haih..

so periods over for EST > .<>

OH YEA.. and i ll be gettin a new phone.. THERe but its okay...

AND.. i m tryin to get a laptop.. ><>

NaNaBaNaNa.SiGnInG.OfF!