JMAC I LOVE YOU <3

Dedicated to me...

JESSE MCCARTNEY LYRICS
"Just So You Know"

I shouldn't love you but I want toI
just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

[Chorus]

My Phone

Of all the most Stupidest screwed up things that have happened to me.. so far i have not encountered any worse than this...

HILLARY KILLED MY SAMSUNG HANDPHONE!!!!!!

Fish!!! @#$%^&*()(*&^%$%^&*(~!##)
I seriously am on the verge of killing someone... The sad tale begins with Hillary going to her friend's birthday party.. even though i tried to convince her NOT to go as we were at my san yi's house for my niece's birthday party.. but NO.. she wouldnt listen.. she WANTED to go... and she got the best of mommy by PESTERING... and sulking... and so b4 she got down from the car... she asked for someone's hp.. mayb my mom's handphone guardian angel was watching over or smth.. but my mom asked me to give mine..

MY HP GUARDIAN ANGEL... WHERE WERE YOU??? ON TEA BREAK??? so i gave lor.. and.. i came home and napped.. so freakin tired... mommy woke me up at 7.30 + and she said...

"nana i think they threw hillary in with your hp.."

i freaked out..

Rushed to my dad/mom's room.. pick up the cordless and dialed my no..SHIT

"Your call has been forwarded to .........."

SHIT SHIT SHIT...

Immediately knew that the worse had happened... straight away i told mommy the time and mommy said we should go and pick her up.. freakin out... i ll tell you why in a bit...

Then b4 i left... mommy's phone rang... but i tak sempat pick it up... House phone rang... PICKED UP.. hillary

"Na, where s mommy?"

*ANGRY* " Wad happen to my handphone?"

"You ask your best friend la" ( in denial that none of this was her fault)

then mommy ask me to juz tell her we re pickin her up NOW... and told her to get ready...

AS I AM TYPIN NOW... HILLARY IS MOVIN HER BED THINGS TO JIE JIES ROOM...

then... we picked her up.. and i TRIED to be cool about it.. but i was frettin my ass away...

Wad happened to my phone...

~b4 i can tell my friends i got hp in my pocket they d throw me in

HOW PATHETIC IS THAT???

ARGH... so the whole reason im fretting is... SINCE MY SAMSUNG DIED D...(MAY SHE REST IN PEACE.. HOLY CRAPP... I JUZ NAMED HER LAST NIGHT... MY BELOVED SANGDOO) I COULD HAVE GOTTEN A NEW PHONE CORRECT?

Heres the twist...

I ALREADY HAVE A NEW PHONE... THE HP iPAQ rw6828.. which i so ingeniusly spoilt the screen.. and WHEN daddy tries to call me...and i CANT pick up bcoz of the absence of my phone... he s gonna ask me to use the PDA.. and when he asks me why am i not using the PDA.. im gonna have to say..

OHHH... THE PDA? GOD i m such a bimbo.. i put it in my back jeans pocket... and sat on it.. (smile sweetly)

and xpect him to be all forgiving? in my freakin dreams... hes gonna exile me from the land of handphones and i ll be an outcast.. never again will i step into the Land of High Tech Stuff...

SO... ANYBODY CAN LOAN ME 700 BUX????? PLEASE??? HELP!!!!!!!!!!!

I m in deep shit... I know it... You know it... AND I KNOW IT...

WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING TO ME???? AM I CURSED WITH THE CURSE OF THE LCD SCREENS?? MY SAMSUNG DIED ON ME BCOZ OF THIS TOO!!!! AND I TOOK IT TO THE DOCTOR AND GOT SANGDOO FIXED... AND SHE DIED AGAIN... I AM SOOOOOOOOOOO ................. LOST FOR WORDS....

Haiz...bracing myself to face the music... Here goes...

IMO of SANGDOO...

Thank you for being such a wonderful pal.. Our friendship will foreva remain embedded in this hollow heart of mine...

~NanaBanana is sad~

Random Talk

Argh... right now i am SO pissed.. The cd i really REAAALLY want which is Jesse McCartney's second album, Right Where You Want Me, is VERY hard to find in Malaysia.. AS I HAVE HEARD.. from nasquin.. she s been lookin for it since last year... cant believe it.. I WANT TO SO BAD!!! But Najwa bought it in Shah Alam Mall's Speedy.. anyone goin there soon? i kirim duit.. I gave 50 bux to Roshini d but Speedy was out of stock.. ordered new stock d.. Sposed to come today.. but i dunno whether reaaly or not.. so on monday.. i m going to go to speedy and check it out... i realy REALLY REAAAAALLLLY want this cd so bad... and YES... i DID download 2 of his songs from his latest album, Just so You Know and bonus track, running away, one more which is Anybody.. is STILL in the process of downloadin.. i noe its dumb to buy the cd when i can download... but then, must support JMac!! <3>

Hahaha... but accordin to ifran my pal.. he s gonna treat me to JMac's 2nd cd... Bless his soul.. hahaha... i m sooo happy... he s either gonna buy JMac or Rain (Bi) who accordin to him have become jesse mcGAY and rain-gay... WADEVER MAN.. i m so not gonna contradict him until i get the cd.. or i MAY NOT GET IT!! ><>

SO here s a list of wad i want/need and cant live without..

1. JMac's 2nd Album , Right where you want me.. REALLY WANT/NEED and cant live without.

2. Cash... i really need it.. for something i REALLY NEED

3. A new Bag... i WANT>.<

4. Full House Box dvd/vcd .... i REALLLY REALLY WANT!!

5. Rain's album... i want.. but still can wait..

6. POSTERS OF JMAC AND RAIN AND ALL THE CUTE STARZ

7. Season 4 of One tree Hill and The oc... Want... need... Downloadin.. watching

8. A lil shirtsie for Floss.. cost around 20to 30 bux ( enough to buy cd during christmas sale)

9. GET A FOR + MATHS and ALL THE subs i take tuition...

10. losE WEIGHT>.<>

11. My blog to look better... WANT...

12. Learn how to link ppl.. i dont noe how to.. LAME huh... =)

I m gonna post the lyrics of JMac's new songs here.. i mean they re sooo cooooool you really cant stop listening to them.. its like Paris Hilton's songs... it STICKS IN YOUR HEAD...

Currently = In love with JMac as always.. and listenin to his song.. and dreaming of me getting his cd... YAY... LOVE JESSE M.

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What major is Right for me? Got if from Chong who got it from Pui Yi i think..

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Chinese New Year!

Woots... CNY IS HERE!! haha.. guess i enjoyed my CNY very much.. it was kinda simple as compared to when i was younger.. but all the same it is STILL CNY!!! <3><

came back to find that there was no music class coz of the HOLS.. HEARTS TO HOLS!!
so i spent the whole day spring cleaning my room... as usual alot of crap..
but then i juz like tidied it up..look like less crap.. but its still alot.. hahahas
so i spent the whole day doing that...

at 10.00pm.... MY COUSINS FROM S'PORE HAD ARRIVED... YAYZ!! hahahha
as usual.. a lil shy at first... ahaha.. but heck it.. we gonna hace a FUN FILLED CNY!!
I dont actually remember whether it was Friday nite or Saturday nite that me and my cousin Xin spent the half of our bed time watching Jesse McCartney on YouTube.. ahahha.. it was so fun!! Jesse is so HOT! sizzling!! psssssss.... hahahaa... so we also watched movies on my PC... wad did we watch? hmmm... Uptown Girls.. ahahah.. wanted to watch the Notebook but she d already watched it... quite fun.. we have the same taste in celebs.. some of em ... not all.. anyway.. so we watched lotsa MVs.. and comments.. and my mom actually scolded me coz she said that Xin was not well.. haihs.. end of our lil charade

NEXT DAY.. day of reunion dinner...

MORNING
woke up and went to my maternal grandma's hse to help.. since we were not going for reunion dinner on my mom's side.. went and fold kim chua...hell notes..nothing much actually... then had a BIG lunch.. hahha... nyummy seriously gettin fat! so after that.. we went to my Paternal Uncle's house.. where we were supposed to help with the cookin and all.. but as the saying goes ; too many cooks spoil the broth.. ><>

Played cho tai di and soon we got bored of it.. kinda.. so we played lame games like Old maid.. and bluff.. never never play bluff with ppl who dont lie... no point.. hahahs.. later i thought them my eka dena game.. haha.. we are all soooo co-ordinated but we kept being subdued by laughter.. lolx.... it was so funny!! hahaha

then later as all my relatives started comin.. we started addressin them... and then.. DINNER!!! WOOTS... waaa.. so much to eat.. so lil to eat.. too bad i was still full from lunch at my grandma's.. but still managed to stuff myself with food.. GLORIOUS FOOD... then had to endure SOME of my cousins sayin.. ELENA.. YOU FAT D>.<>

THEN CHINESE NEW YEAR... woke up late...hahahah.... swt right... MY family took blardy long to get ready.. -_- anyway... breakfast waS goood... thank you pe mu!! nyummy... collect ang pau then on to the next stop... HOUSE OF ANG PAUS.. haha.. my er chiu's hse in setapak!! my maternal xtended family is hugeee... and i mean really huge... hehehe... but this year ang pau collection less.. ANYWAY.. saw all my nieces and nephews... my oldest nephew is std 4.. ahhah.. playing.. and looked soo fun.. i was jealous... i wanted to play and be (more) childish again.. sobz.zz. and the grown ups gambled.. we watched movies...and i saw RAIN!!! hahaah.. TV programme but never the less... RAIN!! Hahahs.. ended with us going to my paternal pepe's house... and juz sittin down and talk... they wanted to eat DURIANS for heaven sake... haish.. but went back to bed (or rather the floor) with a full stomach.. and a full wallet...

N.a.N.a.I.s.G.e.T.T.i.N.g.F.a.T

SpOrTs DaY 2007!!!

SMKS9 Shah Alam's Sports Day 2007 was held today!! OMGGG HOW COOL IS THAT? (a moment of bimboism or bimboity or bimboness)so anyway.. woke up at 6.15am this morning.. hit the snooze button dunno how many times.. ended up wakin up 1/2 hour later... YIKES>.<>

then went to matsushita stadium.. wad did i do there? cheer for my team la.. DUH.. go BUANA!! hehes <3>

TAEKWONDO PERFORMANCE... one word - indescribable..!

so in the end erm.. BUANA GOT FIRST OVERALL AND KAWAD!!!! BUANA ROX!!!

then later came home with aidy.. soh came to my house.. she met floss.. damn funny! ><>

got debate tomorrow so better go to bed first.. CHOP CHOP! ><

tired out bimbotic freak? hmm mmaybe